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12:11pm 03/04/2005
 
mood: happy
music: drowning pool- tear away, bodies
ok well its been a long fuckin time since i last made a post on here, so theres a lot of things that have happened and shit, but the most amazingthing to have happened since christmas is that well over spring break me and savannah became engaged...YAY!!!.....yea after bout 4 months afer i first proposed to her she finaly took my offer and it has made me the happiest i have ever been in a long fuckin time, only thing is that this time i wasnt the one who asked it was her askin me, since well i have two times and both times i was turned down on, but since shes the one who was askin this time, even tho ive went thro so much with her and been put thro a lot of pain, i couldnt help but say yes cuz shes the only who has ever made me feel the way i do, and everything she does i cant seem to get enough of it and im kept wanting more and more everytime....i believe even tho we have our differnces bout things we are goin to live a long happy life with each other and i wouldnt want ne other way, thro thick and thin im goin to stand by her side and be with her, my love for her is a never diein love, growin more and more everyday im with her,..........my life......is not complete that i have someone like her in my life and i couldnt be nehappyer with neone else...............so until next time everyone peace and take it easy

much clown love to all juggalos and juggalets		  
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christmas with out my love   
10:36pm 25/12/2004
  ok.....for some of u, u know savannah went to florida for christmas....and so that left me here with my annoyin family...but its been hard and ive bout went insane waitin for her to come back but i talked to this person on a game i play quit often now and he told me be happy that i have someone to love like her and someone who is waitin to come back to me and that i have someone to go back to....when most ppl dont...and so i got to thinkin that even tho ive had to spend the most of my break with out her ive understood that i should still be happy that i have her to go to and she has me to come to when she gets back....so for the one that has a love that is waitin for u .....and u miss them be happy that u have them and they will be back to u in time.......christmas is a time of a new beginin and familys and loved ones bein together....savannah told me that us bein apart like this will make our realitionship stronger and weve been thro so much and our love has grown more than nething through those times and her being down there and me here sittin at the house waitin to talk to her on the phone or the computer....ive realized that even tho we might not notice it till we are together but our love has grown even more and we are bout to reach an even higher level in our realationship that were we are now....so i just want to say be happy for what u have....and remember no matter how far apart u may be from ur love.....ur love is the same and will build to be stronger with every passin day so for my love i love u with all my heart and i cant wait till i can hold u in my arms again and kiss ur soft rosie red lips

peace much clown love for u juggalos and juggalets		  
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weird shit!!   
03:16pm 13/11/2004
 
mood: loved
ok......i got bored and thought i would come on here and make a new post.....well im here again with my babe at her dads house again for the weekend.....and well we tryed to pierce my nipple and well we had a saftey pin in it for a while and then we went and bought an actuall ring for it and it was just an 18g and the damn thang since it was blunt couldnt get the bitch to go thro which just sucked ass so i was like the damn shit......and so no we dont have either in and its kinda tingalin.,....but its all good......but i gtg and help her stepmom with things so ill check with u all lata peace homie....		  
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my life lately   
07:31pm 21/10/2004
 
mood: loved
hey ppl.......sorry i havent updated in forever......i kinda forgot my log in name and password so i couldnt get on but neways....things that have been goin on latly in my life.....well like we all know me and savannah got back together and well its been the best better than we first started......savannah is so amazing and we just are so happy together i love her so much and theres nuttin i wouldnt do in this world for her.......and the past couple days our realationship has gotten better and stronger since we have talked about a few things and talked bout how much each of mean to each other and we have just got so to each other its amazing and it makes me so happy to know that for all the years i have spent from when i first started dateing ppl that i would pray and wish everynight for a girl to along that would be just so good to me and love me the way i love her and well god has blessed me with savannah and i thank him so much for leadin the both of to each other and makein us such a perfect match made from heaven.....there are so many things that we have in common its unbelieveable like i love for the icp and the the whole juggalo family our love for the dark carnavil wich i thank a lot cuz i have prayed to it so many times to keep me and her together and i think that they have helped us alot.....i mean our beliefs in things and the things we like are so much a like that its scary at times.....and there are times that im amazed that she loves me so much...and that i mean so much to her......there are also alot ppl made at me cuz they think i stole her from them and it ant true we came to each other as any other couple would.....we talked and got to know each other and then we started dateing .....and its beent the best realationship ive ever had in my life and i think her so much for being there for me in somemany ways shes more than just a girlfriend to me shes my bestfriend and i just think we was just meant for each other............savannah i love u so much and i hope that when u get to read this it helps u understand a lil more on how much u mean to me....cuz everytime i look into ur eyes i get lost in a world of happiness and it just makes my day a whole lot better than it could ever be....savannah baby ur my life and i couldnt live with out u bein in my arms.......I LOVE U SAVANNAH WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.....		  
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..im happy again   
11:33am 11/09/2004
  hey everyone.......i know its been a while since i have put somethin on here but its been a while since ive been to a computer....but things in my life are lookin good as of right now....and lookin for the better too....
right now im at savannahs dads house with her....and last night we got closer than we both ever thought we would.....and admited somethings bout each other....like on who liked which first and longer...and how we feelt for each other....it was just wonderfull.....savannah means everything to me and i would sacrifice my life for her.....and i would just do nething possible that i could do for her to make her happy....it makes me happy to know that know i have been blessed with someone like her and i wonder how im lucky enough to have her....but yet she also wondered last night on how she was lucky to have me....some ppl might not think it and probly wish that we wasnt together....but im sorry and tuff luck get over it.....we love each other and neither one of us is goin to leave the other so...get over it and live with tha fact we are back together.....savannah i love u angel...and till death takes me from u my heart will allways be urs....till someone or something takes my life and takes me from u like that.....till the day i die on my own ill allways will be urs and will never leave ur side.....u r my love and my soul mate.....ur everything that a guy could ever want.....i love u angel/wolfie girl		  
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love in my life again   
09:14pm 19/08/2004
  i never thought it would happen but it did and my life has been completed once again now that i have savannah back in my life....

i know theres probly a couple ppl who probly doesnt like it and are mad that we got back together but we are and were happyer than we was before now that we are....and i hope and pray to the dark carnival that it will last like it should....

cuz savannah u mean everything to me, my life and and my heart lie in ur hands and i know i shouldnt for in the case that i might get hurt but i lie all my luv back to you...all my feelings and emoitions are unbeliveable now that i have u ive been so happy since weve been back and blaze has to.....

for the ones who dont know who blaze is....is a lil voice i have in my head but when he comes out he comes out to be something differnet and deadly.....and hes savannah's wolfy boy and thats how it will be for now and on till the end of time....

savannah i love u so much im happy i have u back in my life once again amber im sorry i didnt do what u wanted and stayed away from her but i couldnt her sent just kept drawin me closer to her and i couldnt resit......i hope u can forgive me.....love u savannah
peace everyone
tim&blaze
&
savannah&koori		  
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a new life   
10:10pm 06/08/2004
  ok.....ive decide to get over savannah and theres someone else i like now.....it amazed me gettin to see her out at walmart this mornin.....she looked so beautiful it was like an angel just droped down in front of me....her eyes when the sun shined in em was capptavting and her hair her lips her face was all so beautiful that all day all i have been thinkin bout was her and how beautiful she looked....for years ive had a crush on her and seein her today made my crush fly to the heavens...i want to love this girl and hold her in my arms and kiss her beautiful soft lips.....but i have a minor problems thats stopin me from this angel.....and its a guy we both know...and it tears me up inside knownin that if i want a chance with her ill have to wait till then when they have went seperate ways.....and so from now till then ill pray to heavens and the darkcarnival that this girl will come to me when she is single and will be with me and give me a chance to be hers..........so for know hommies ive once again caught my self in a problem...and lost on what to do.........................peace out...  
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dont know what to do   
06:14pm 03/08/2004
  im lost and confused.....i dont know were if i should stick around for my friends or leave every one and so that way they wont have to put up with me....im not sure what to do.....cuz i love savannah but ive been talkin to this one girl who thinks the world of me and wants to be with me but i just dont have those feelings for her like i do savannah and im just totally lost in the world.....im not sure weither if i should continue to live and continue to fuck things up in my life and every one elses life.....or if i should just leave and make it so no one would have to put up with me...cuz things r just goin nuts and i dont know y....mylife is a livein hell and everyone i get around it does the same to there life so ill just have to either go live with my cuz in va beach or im goin to have to well....go to extreme measures and get rid of my self for everyone so then it will make life better for every one...and hope fully things will get better for them while things just get worse for me....im sorry for the one i know and love... but for once i need some advice so someone please help me  
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at this point   
07:27am 31/07/2004
  ok so far at this point i seem to have things camlded back down and appolagized for what i have done when i was drunk and well really shit faced....and i guess theres nuttin more for me to do then to put on here of what else is goin all fucked up in my life......ok yesterday i bitched out my dad for some things that he sayed to me and shit...and well what he has allso dune to me as well...and at the point ive kinda dis owned him cuz ive told him that if i was to ever see him out neweres and he was to try to come up and talk to me i would be like i dont know who u r so get the fuck away from and all this shit....but if he doesnt start givein me my child supprt like hes supposed to im goin to take him to court bout it and a couple other things as well....so that bout it for right now....say if neone reads place what ever u have on ur mind and let me know of u think is goin on here  
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one friend left   
10:14pm 27/07/2004
  well it looks to me like i still have one friend in this world and there on my side bout things and understands that what i have done and said was accidental....im still not sure who it is....im quit positive that it wouldnt be tripp....my thoughts i kinda runnin toward it bein donnie or spencer.....cuz i know it couldnt be some one that i really wish i could get to meet someone who has seen what i have and has gotten the callin from the dark carnival  
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everyone i know   
03:52pm 26/07/2004
  ight get this i dont give a shit on what u all think of me it dont bother me one bit.....say what u all want to bout me i dont care....neways amber yeah i might i have over reacted when i said that and drunk at the time too....but savannah treated me wrong and im pissed....u all can think im not a juggalo but what u all dont know is that as of now im goin through online training wiht a rev in nc so when i move away from this place i can go and become a certified rev to the faith and....ne ways a couple nights ago i visited by someone u all might say im lien bout but i have got my callin in life to be a rev by the dark carnival just like j. was visited by a spirit from the dark carnival....they gave me my callin and so im goin to go with my callin in life from em...so i dotn care what u think of me and say bout me...dont bother me and never will....so go ahead say what wish...  
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~^!life!^~   
01:29am 21/07/2004
  ok this is how it goes bitch....my life is fucked up cuz of all the realationships ive been thro and the family problems im have right now.....ok cuz for now for sum fuckin reason mom belives i drink and shit....well guess what bitch I FUCKIN DO!!!!....so get over it mutherfuck.....and yeah ive smoked weed and other shit but who cares not me......and right now im still gettin over this last fuckin realationship with this one bitch......but im with someone else right now and i know if i talked toher bout it she would help me thro some of this shit....but right now i just have to say is fuck the world and everyone and thing in it...i dont give a shit muther fucker.....i have my call in life and that bein a rev for the dark carnavil....me im rev psycho phoenix....and i counsel tha faithless so for u bitches that read this shitin thing.....give me an email and will chat cuz im here for my fellow juggalos.....im bout to get me a hachet man tatto on my right shoulder...when i can get some muther fucker to take me out to get it and on the the left shoulder im gettin juggalo rev in old english text.....my call in my life to stick around for my fellow ninjas, juggalos, and juggalettes.....so for u muther that think ur life is bull shit like mine and u wana end it give me mail sometime and will talk things thro first before u go and fuck ne shit up in ur life like i have mine.......so muther fuckers im outa here for now......give what ever kinda comments that u want bout this....
peace out bitch		  
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